The last week has been a rollercoaster. Mainly one going from bad to horrendous to awful and back to bad again.
The last week has involved seeing Dr’s, doing lots of research online and crying a lot.
I’m still not okay, and am trying to take it easy, but it’s hard when there’s so much to do, and work is so easily distracting.
I’m sorry I owe people emails, I’m slowly getting back to being able to think straight for more than 3 minutes.
I’m not ready to talk about the last week, I don’t know if I ever will be able to properly.
I’m very thankful for my friends and pseudo-family, and Matty this last week.
I’m very glad for my belief in something out there.